darren’s life

my mind is weak n not clear these 2 days, wonder wat the hell am i doing

… stress?  love-sick?  unfinished projects?   final exam?  money?    work? 

iam really really exhausted….

a lot of thing haven been done yet

i love u, u love me, we r happy family with a great big hug n a kiss from me to u, wont u say u love me too..

iam so confusing now

Em)     (G)            (Dsus2)        (Asus2)       (Em)

I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known

           (G)           (Dsus2)          (Asus2)         (Em)

Don't know where it goes, But it's home to me and I walk alone

(Em)(G)(Dsus2)(Asus2)

(Em)        (G)          (Dsus2)        (Asus2)         (Em)

I walk this empty street, On the Boulevard of broken dreams

            (G)          (Dsus2)        (Asus2)         (Em)

Where the city sleeps, And I'm the only one and I walk alone

(Em)(G)(Dsus2)      (Asus2)         (Em)

             I walk alone, I walk alone.

(Em)(G)(Dsus2)      (Asus2)         

             I walk alone, I walk a....

(C)  (G)      (Dsus2)            (Asus2)

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

(C)  (G)      (Dsus2)            (Asus2)

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

(C)  (G)      (Dsus2)            (Asus2)

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

(C)   (G)   (E/D)

Till then I walk alone

(Em)  (G)   (Dsus2) (Asus2)

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah   Ahhh-Ah

    (Em) (G)   (Dsus2) (Asus2)

haaa-ah  Ah-Ah Ah-Ah   Ah-Ah

(Repeat chord patterns for the rest of the song.)

I'm walking down the line

That divides me somewhere in my mind

On the border line of the edge

And where I walk alone

Read between the lines

What's fucked up and everything's all right

Check my vital signs, to know I'm still alive

And I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk a....

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone, I walk a....

SOLO

Rhythm - (C)(G)(Dsus2)(Em) x3

         (C)(G)(E/D)

I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of broken dreams

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk a...,

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

Till then I walk alone

Outro - (Em)(C)(Dsus2)(A/G)(G)(A/Ab) x4

when u were really really hungry, and there is a delicious food placing in front of u, making u drooling, can even see the smoke n smell the taste, u want to eat it….BUT problem is u cant eat it because u r not allow to, as the food belongs to someone else, how would u feel?  can u imagine?……

well watso big deal about miri day? well i dunno. as i work n work as banquet in a building serving vipsfor 4 days, din have any idea what function or event celebrating outside. it isnt easy to work as banquet, not as easy as u tot. jesus.

cut my finger as well while setting tables, a deep cut that peel off some part of my skin, fuking pain. work so late n noticed the gate keylock was changed without leeting me know. family went out see parade, thus i just wait outside in the car n there this girl called me n accompany for an hour:) tok a good crap tat makes me think a lot…

yawn so exhausted, jus got bk from golf club, work again for CM bday, damn non stop walking ard……   aiyar, malas to write liao, go to sleep now…

damn, i hate pimples… argh

still got 30 minit miri will turn in to a resort city liao

n im stil sitting rite here, out there, massive function r playing, counting down for it…. i rather stay home, moodless… tml gotta work for city parade lagi…

chatting wit frends… wow so fast.. now 12 liao….. miri resort city!!!!!!!!!!!!!yay!

outside my house can hear fire crackers now… wow…. must be very jam outside….. frends must be partying outside now….

well… sigh…. but i had a meaningful chatting wit my dear frend… untill now…

:)    aw…. miss ya so much

its been a while already ,  now it is back!  the feeling of caring a person, worrying for a person, the sense of jealousy. Shit! it doent look like me. WTF happen to me!? does love happen too quick is a good way to love each other? the more i think, the more i miss. before taking any further steps i choose to give up. as i aint get ready yet, i dun want to be distract by it. i dun wanna think, n i dun wanna know …. just let it be…let it goes smooth.

up early in da morning n being dropped in airport 2 hours prior to departure, with empty stomach, and "flat wallet" have u ever into such situation? had a 45 minit flight to kuching, met a nice cabby tru uncle who gave me free ride the whole day.. main purpose is to deal with some business stuff, after tat, well, i still have like 9hour free time coz my plane is 7.40 bk to miri, i said to myself, "shit! wat am i gonna do?"  ok, here goes, i asked the cabbie jus drop me to any shopping complex, several option for me to choose but, gosh i made the wrong choice, end up loitering 2 hour in the wrong place, so bored! 2hours seem like half day staying there, aw…..   well nochoice then, call cabbie agian n drop me to the center point where i suppose to be in the 1st place. sigh… wat a bored journey… exhausted… wish to lie on an OSIM chair tat time….

4.00 pm waited in the airport …. 3.5 hours like dead man, walk like zombie…finally reach home…… ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh home sweet home….

*soli 4 toking nonsence… i sleep now…